*cricket sound*
Writing stuff in Tumblr feels awkward enough as there are so many people following me even though I am perfectly aware that my readers are non-existent.
So tonight, I have finally been slapped in the face by reality that I have indeed, been missing so much on life T____________T
Gotta get back on track now. THIS IS SERIOUS.
I am Sirius now. SIRIUS. ahaha geddit? SI-- ah nevermind.
For God's sake I am 21 years old. Most of the time I am lost and I dunno where or rather how to kick-start things out that all I do is cry. Lame, but that's the truth.
Sometimes it feels as if somebody has taken the brain out of my skull, and gave it a good mash. Sometimes it feels like somebody has ripped the heart out of my chest, stamped on it, hard. But at the end of the day, it all comes down to how well you take those things, those things that are taunting your emotions and stuff. If you dwell on sorrows and put on that long face every day that people got scared and run away from you then you're gonna end up being more miserably so.
So basically all I want to tell is that I have, finally looked life on its bright shiny sparkly side. Or in other words, it's like I'm wearing a big pair of shades with painted rainbows and butterflies on thuhhh lenses so that all I can see is, well, rainbows and butterflies lah durrrhh -____-'
Nothing that is worthwhile is ever easy, remember that.-Nicholas Sparks
Yes, it feels damn good to be writing again.
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| ahaha geddit? geddit?? |
where have you beeeeeen my dear friend? i look for you everywhere pun tak jumpa. i mean, dekat internet la. haha. your blog went missing for a few days and i cant find your facebook page. what happened?
ReplyDeleteI deprived my blog of existence which, I thought, was gonna be forever but then tak tahan ah, so I summoned it back from the dead ahaha. My facebook page is being deactivated for awhile, it's kinda boring there. Been tumbling a lot lately so there you go, my update. And thank you Alya. How are you anyway? I was thinking about you like moments ago, nanti kita skype eh sebab lamagilatakborak! :D
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