Saturday, October 19, 2013

My Online Fashion Store.

Woohoo! Check out my online fashion store!
It's called BE MINE because I loooooooove Infinite.

So if you are into the following styles;


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Wednesday, October 16, 2013

Thank you

All my life, I've received a lot of help from the people around me, especially my friends. And most of the time, I had failed to remember their kind gestures or even who they are. It's not because I didn't appreciate what they do, rather I forgot to show my appreciation, if appreciation to them means to constantly call or text or go hang out together at the mall. It's not because I didn't care but rather, I forgot to care

because my family's like this and my parents are like this and we are living like this

and I'm coping with everything and my head hurts a lot and my heart hurts a lot.

Maybe they (my friends) resent me for being so detached but they must know, not everyone is living a perfect life like they do. What you see on the surface doesn't always reflect what's on the inside. You may hate me for always going up to you to ask for more help but you must know I hate it that I have to live like this.

And to have someone to lean on to once in a while after being pressed down hard for several weeks and months is such a relief that I can't put into words.

My "thank you" may sound like just another "thank you" you get from a cashier in the supermarket but believe me, if I can illustrate it, it would be as vast as the sky.

I don't care if you hate me because I am always thankful to have a friend like you. 

And I may forget but God doesn't.


Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Sedih

I am babysitting Suri right now. I see her pretty much everyday so it's not a problem babysitting this one but she keeps calling me like every 2 seconds to say words that she just heard/learned from tv/videos and to show me some actions that she just learned how to do and to ask me to watch the tv and bla bla bla.

"Akak, akak.."
She's 2 years old. Baru belajar cakap, that's why.

Semalam was the day I moaned under my breath, in front of the tv when I learned that DeHanMinGook gave their princess' robes and knights' hats and royal cushion and many more of their historical traditional royal garments to America. They said something like "Even we don't have the likes in our own country". I moaned so hard. And when the whole show ended, I was still moaning.. while thinking whether or not should I eat instant noodles for lunch. And when Star Date started, I cried even more when I saw so many people gathered just to see this one actor at a station in S.K... because I was so overwhelmed. I don't know why did they have to give everything to migook saram I just don't understand that I was and still am very much disappointed and frustrated why why why why why did you give them your hanbok for them to keep in their museum and wear their clothes whyyyyyy

Now you must be wondering what have you just read

It's 12.22pm and I'm sleepy.

Suri.